Saturday, November 29, 2008
as usual, its the
emptiness after all the noise, that kills.
8hrs.
uh. lunar's yue's a blast.
and next's gonna be at LV.
oh well.
maybe i should start living for myself.
and stop placing people before me.
Friday, November 28, 2008
uh. night jog around my neighbourhood.
almost 2.4km i think; 30mins.
ran down west coast green; 2rounds park; back to my place; further down; round a few blocks; round carpark and hmmm. some bangalas were scaring the freak out of me -.-
HAHAHAHAH
uhyer.
tml's gathering in lunar vip room with my mum and all.
dont know who'll be turning up.
but uh. time to enjoy.
and i get to choose my christmas presents from parents and uncle.
wheee.
time to window shopppppp!
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
if i were to slow down my speed, i realised, i'll get thinking that ends up bad.
i've been having big cravings and appetites.
and i just cant stop eating.
wtf?
can i trust you? or you?
Monday, November 24, 2008
laid back day.
too much haste in my life for me to enjoy simple things, like this.
bam.
its freaking cold and i couldnt sleep.
zzz.
someone to stay.
Sunday, November 23, 2008
doesnt have to be.
Saturday, November 22, 2008
Thursday, November 20, 2008
dreams again.
people chasing me. ngee ann. jin tai. uh. a group of us stoled something. ran around in this shopping centre that i dreamt of many times.
and i woke up late.
-.-
boo.
exercising makes me ache all over.
ah. i think i'm a loner.
uh yer.
and i think I'm just gonna get more nightmares.
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
please interpret my dream about. running. guns. shooting. killing. gangs. pens. cassette tapes. security guards. hiding.
my gum hurts and i think my face's alil swollen.
Monday, November 17, 2008
i swear i wanted to ask the nurse if she had enough by the 3rd test tube of blood -.-
and i feel liberated.
come cow come cow come~~~~
my body's aching from yday's bball.
and i just bought many snacks from daiso to make it up to my body(:
i shrank in height.
and gained in weight.
depressing.
Thursday, November 13, 2008
at certain points in my life, mm...probably now and then;
the inferiority within me kicks me down.
okay. 08's gonna be over! damned. too fast. too much. no time.
and uh. i'm gonna grow older; and i'll need to go work. which i totally hateeeeee!
responsibility comes with age. GEE. i can't believe i just said that.
my head hurts. constantly. please don't let it be the coming back of migraine. i hate popping ponstan.
not just another pawn, please.
oh yeah.it just kicked me down.OH.
anyway i'm completing my grooming class alrd! dogs anyone? or frens with dogs? i'm charging cheaper to gain experience! drop me a msggg (:
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
i downloaded the song.
and i always thought it was
MAKE LOVE RIGHT NA NA NA -.- CHEH.
but it really sounded like that over the radio zzz.
It's been so long
that I haven't seen your face
I'm Tryna be strong
But the strength I have is washing away
it wont be long before i get you by my side
And just hold you, tease you, squeeze you
Tell you what's been on my mind
I wanna make up right now na na
I wanna make up right now na na
Wish we never broke up right now na na
we need to link up right now na na
Girl I know, mistakes were made between us two
And we show our selfs that night even said somethings weren't true
why'd you go and haven't seen my girl since then
why can't it be the way it was
cause you were my only lover and friend
I wanna make up right now na na
I wanna make up right now na na
Wish we never broke up right now na na
we need to link up right now na na
I can't lie
I miss you much
Watching everyday that goes by
I miss you much
Till i get you back I'm gonna Try
Yes I miss you much
You are the apple of my eye
Girl I miss you much
I miss you much
I want you to fly with me
want you to fly
I miss how you lie with me
miss how you lie
Just wish you could dine with me
wish you could dine with me
One that would grind with me
I wanna make up right now na na
I wanna make up right now na na
Wish we never broke up right now na
Friday, November 7, 2008
i just discovered a phobia of mine.
and
i just realised a have another phobia.
不值得。
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
uh.
bad day.
for everyone la uh.
hmm.
i am so tired.
my room's in a mess and half of my things' are in the living room.
room looks weird in the new colour.
and they'll be coming in at 9 to paint another colour.
ZZZ.
and i swear
some people are just gonna get fucked by me.
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
i saw a dead cat along my way home.
it was on the rightest lane.
urgh.
i u-turned back to where it was.
got down and stared at it.
damn
its eyes were still openedddddddddddd
and the tongue was sticking out):
it took me abt 10mins to decide to move it to the roadside.
first time handling a dead animal.
anddddd
i was damn scared it will suddenly jump to me if its not dead.
ZZZZ
i used two plastic bags to move it to the roadside
and i swear the 2bangalas who cycled past; the few taxi uncles and drivers who slowed down to kpo since i was the the right lane; thought i was the one who knocked it over ; because they gave me that look. -.-
oh, and u can imagine how many times i used the dettol hand sanitizer after that.
totally.
not nice.
Monday, November 3, 2008
i havent woke up this late for ages.
deep sleep was good. dreams were fine.
uh, and there was this deja vu feeling when i was standing at my corridor.
the smell of wind.
the sights.
and i was lazy to get my ass out the house.
continued sleeping til 9+ in the night.
and tml's gonna be disrupted by painting work in the house.
argh.
so long.
Sunday, November 2, 2008
just got homeee.
hmm. 3rd time clubbing this week; including sunday that is.
dblo was crowded.wrong crowd-.-
supper along 7-11; cup noodles and hashbrowns.
this is fcuking fattening.
and i need my sleep now.
finally.
a dog erected in front of me today.
randomness.
Saturday, November 1, 2008
jus got home.
and i realised my bedroom's toilet has heater somewhere. awesome.
because my bro had to fight to bathe with me at such unearthly hour.
i didnt knew sg was so happening...with halloween. haha cool outfits along clarke quay man.
hmm.
maybe nxt year i'll go some costumes. lol
all i wanna do now is lose some fats.
after a jap dinner meal and mac supper plus dessert?
damnit.
