winnie. 20yrs old. unpredictable,period. winnie_hazel@hotmail.com

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i'n binging on chocolates and i'm sick of them already.
lack of sleep the past few days.
and uh. my living room's aircon now.
so mahjong sessions people. hahahahahh.

yday was awaken by drilling sounds.
had to go down to bukit merah.
then went down to bugis.
and ps. cathy.
burn after reading was a .. stupid show.
and uh
shopping at mustafa was an .. extraordinary experience.
mmm. but the super long day was good.






顽皮鬼.
ugh. construction people are coming down tomorrow to do the kitchen door.
fill the wall.
and prob repaint; or by thurs that is.
IN THE MORNING!?
when i don't have to wake up early.
idiott.

and my room's infested with mosquitoes. out of nowhere.
i got like over 15bites alrdy.
its irritating.

and uh.
i'm tired after supper.


goodnights.
uh jus got home and i'm blogging becuZ my bro's bathing. zzzz.
bad headache. and my heart's pumping fast.
supper was good.
uh. club's nice. except for the drunkard scene again.
ahahah.

fuck la, i jus got my weekly allowance today and i spent half alrdy.
ZZZ.


ok.
i canot face the comp screen anymore.
i woke up at 4pm today!
zzz.
sleep's good.
but my fond's isnt.
have to keep restarting the damn thing.
ugggh.

ydae had stomachache and flu in the day.
cldnt even taste my food lor. after that i went home for a nice nap.
anyway ydae was night's out at night safari.
after that had supper at newton's before heading down to cine for movie at 230am
high school musical 3. hmm. i nearly fell asleep uh.
then i was reminded of the times i was swooning over zac efron in china room 205; with my beloved roomates. haha but somehow he looks different now uh. zzz.
nolove alrd.

and uh.
slept at 7 this morning. fell asleep to be exact.

hmm. everyone's out.
i guess i shall be getting out soon too.
ydae met the girls at ps.
uh. then i went for movie; the coffin. not scaryyyy.
and some typical ahlian was munching and talking so loud behind. idiot.


anyway. my stomach hurtssssssssssssssss.
and it feels like i'm gonna get sick soon.
need a long long rest...i reckon.


its kinda a torture watching people get drunk when u're super sober.
zzz.


i wanna grab sleep.
i can imagine already.
gee.i've got 3660smses sent last month.
bill's high ):
gotta switch to starhub soon coz m1 doesnt fulfill my needs. hahahahah.

uh, heavy rain makes good sleeping time(:





sorry.
caught nights in rodanthe. rodan-the. lol
show was pretty slow and boring. until a point; i teared. ZZZ.
took a long bus ride home.
slow and emo. lucky i decided to not drive rather last minuty so i didnt get to upload much emo songs in my ipod. uhlast long bus ride was...more than a year ago?
and i realised you dont matter already because i wasnt emo over you.
how cool is this!
and i'm smiling inside as i know how everything's gonna turn out.

okayy on another side. i'm sick!
falling sick.
flu and alil sore throat. and i felt sick inside. the kind of i'm-so-gonna-fall-sick-and-i'm-weak-inside feeling.
maybe its coz i'm home sick; sick of being at home or sick while i was home. hmmmm.


letmeremaincool,asicrumbleinside.
breakmeopen;tearmedown,intopieces;brokencrumbsontheground.
babyiwouldtellyoueverytimeyouleave,i'minconsolable.
andidon'tknowhowtobefinewheni'mnot.

ps, emo-ness kills.
so stop being emo, ppl around me!
lets SMILE and be GAY ((((:


sidenote; this song rawks(:

I never thought that I
Had anymore to give
You're pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
Everything will change

I, oh I,
I wish this could last forever
I, oh I,
As if we could last forever

Love remains the same
uh.
shisha!
one of my nostrils was stuffed so apparently only smoke came out from the other one.
hahahahh that was funny




tired.
need a rest.
a secret place.
gee. jus woke up.
tiring these few days and i still havent got enuff sleeeep.
went out for a drink last night. at balcony.
before that was loitering ard ps. and witness some aftermath of a gang fight -.- totally spoiled my mood.
ended up gg dblo to club. and kz and co left with some guys alrdy.
haha idiot. enjoying her stingray TSK.
first time there and found out drinks were damn cheappppp. went in at 3?
had drinks,shot,almost 2lambos and came out before 4.
uh and i dunno why i had to puke everytime i saw this fren. hmmmmm.
club's a waste of moneyyyyyyy.
its a habit to break

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.
.
and my wisdom tooth hurts like mad.
i cut myself 3 times today.
ok that is wrong, by accident.

i sneezed like a thousand times today, so being missed hahah
and my eyes are puffed up!
!@#$$%%^&**

ok i'm super hungry
i need food.
jus homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed.
day began with dinner with m and xt.
slacked ard in town.
before going to tcc and cine.
where we decided to watch an impromptu movie; rocknrolla
where after we went in, sat for 15mins and then left coz s and xb came.
last min but they were pissed we watched movie.
lol so 1st time i walked out of theatre. coooool.
oh the person wanted to check me for m18. am so happy. LOL.

went to slack ard.
before going off at 11+
intend to drop m off but ending up at haji lane.
ate.
fagged.
shisha-ed; 1 each.
got a lil high i reckon. coz i was dancing to turkish music -.-
and i dropped 10bucks on my way home.
and my head hurts now.

zzzz.
ok i wanna go to bed alrd
coz i cant tink wad i wanna type.
weeeeeeeeeeeeee.
i woke up at 10 when i'm supposed to get out the house at 10!
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!



and i stayed home all night
omg!
im a friggin good child.




hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
i'm typing this as i'm at wcp's mac.
hahahha.
met m at 8.
came down to wcp;
p came down shortly.
ate;fagged;bitched;drank coffee.
p left before 12.
brought my laptop along so we were surfing fb and
my unglam photos zzz
continued the bonding session with my emo partner,m , as she studied til 3+?
haha.
mac, what a fav hangout.
and some stupid pics we tookkk.


shall get to bed sooooooooooooooooooooooooon.



causeifONEDAYyouWAKEUPandFINDthatYOU'REmissingME
soI'MnotMOVING.
just got home...
again
freaking tired.
sent bro in camp at 12+
went macpherson to find m and s
went airport for starbucks
some weird ppl taking photos there
uh
went for pool
came home

slept til 3pm today
was so accurate LOL
then slept from 7 to 9pm
didnt go for family dinnerrrrrrr
had alil dabao-ed food.




queer.
tdy was a freaking tired dayy
woke up at 9am.
gt home like 6pm.
left home at 620pm.
went for dinner.
went to meet k at 8pm.
went ecp.
met m at 1130pm.
slacked at ecp.
walked til the other end where the hawker is.
had beer
fagged
ate
walked back.
slacked
drove homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

6am!
so gonna sleep til 3pm tmr.
haha
no plans no plans.
i should rest.


...
those were my words.
diarrhea!
wth.
must be the oysters on tues night.

last night was boring.then fun.
reached boilers say 11pm
shared cab with b
met up with x and m and friends

met up with chloe and friends.
had red wine.
vodka cranberry.
long island.
vodka lime.
tequila shot.
and some awful tasting drink.

went off when the lights came on.
to moise.
left at 7.
and today's frigging wasted ):




ok
i'm super duper emo now
so many things so little time
you need to stop thinking, winnie.
received the bills today.
comprises

hsbc $1.673 for petrol,clothes,hair,and club.

and abn $612 for clothes, and food.

and the traffic police summon; 3demerit points, $120.


any one wants to donate?
or any sugar daddy.


uh, and my posb atm's bill not in yet.


wtf.




iwasprettyupsetafewdaysago.
iwantedtotellsomeselfishpeople.
thatiaintyourchauffeur.
imjustyourfriend.
slept til 2+pm.
went to town.
had dinner.
had movie (big stan).
had pool.
had supper.

am frigginggggggggg tired.





whydoallgoodthingscometoanend.
justanote.
ydayy had cousin's 1mth dinner at grand copthorne hotel.
yay didnt had good food for very longgggggggggg.
and i was so boreed i played with helium balloons and i sounded. erm funny.
then had to send bro in camp at 1130pm after we got home.
went to x placeeeee. and got home say, 430?
bought mac breakfast! i wanted to get fries but it was past 4:10am ):

and i still miss the oysters and salmon and apple tart and mango moose from yday's dinner!
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
yup and i'm hungry
because my maid was supposed to buy charsiewrice for me and she got me cheecheongfun.
WTH!
zzz.that IS so depressing.

and i'm lazing in bed the whole day becoz of the weatherrrrrrrr.
brrrrrrrrrr cold!
tdyyyy was tiring.
had only 5hrs of slp.
sent car to workshop for servicing.
met kz.
went to town.
shopped.ate.drank coffee.
went back to collect car.
went to pick a at mrt.
went to eat where x works.
had dinner.
stomachache.zzzz.
sent them home.
came home.

got freeee cake.
wheee.
haha.
chocolate makes ppl happy.

ok i'm tireedddddddddd.
long day tmr.
1st mth celebration at grandcorpthornehotel!


haveeeeeeee fun
fri- went to change hair colour back; met up with jemin ht jq jx for dinner in central.
gott free dinner treat from ht.and my bday present from ht n jemin. HAHA thankyewww.
after that caught the house bunny movie.
yeah it was lameeeeee.


sat- met up with caron and co for her bday celebration. long nighttttt.
yup. ended up in phuture; saw wl n co. ended up dancing w them the whole night.
and i seriously think i touched the puke on the table -.-
had lotsa drinks which i shared to pay for the bottle.
and a shot.
more mixed drinks.
breakfast in mac.
home sweet home!


sun- woke up at 3pm. slackeddddd.went for badminton in tamp sports hall.
about 1year i havent been playing badminton? felt weird when i hold the racket.
uh and my shoes was disintegrating lah, so ended up playing barefooted.
and my forearm,calves and butt hurts now!
zzz.
went to bedok 85 for sinful supper
came to my house for 1round of mahjong.
seriously; i got xi again. like wads wrong -.-



ok i'm tired.
gotta send car to service tmr.
and prob meet up with kz.


nightsworld.
highlighted hair green! LOL
okie i changed it already so dun give my that look o.o

got summon ydae ): i'm gonna write an appeal letter ):

mahjong today in hougang.
won $1 in the end -.-
this month i've been taking 'xi' feng.
like wats wrong!
damn.

went to eat then came home.
depressed):
just got hommmme.
mahjong in tampiness.
lost 1st round.
won in 2nd round.
still lost a little;
and not forgetting that stupid summon i got in less than 5mins coz i needed to pee URGENTLY.
we were saying it shld be a chinese man because the malays would be busy preparing for hariraya.
and the guy must be hiding somewhere lah.
or prolly i was just so unlucky.

zzzzz.

supper at katong before coming home.
running, weather's shiok.


sleep time.


yayyyyyyyyyyyyy.