winnie. 20yrs old. unpredictable,period. winnie_hazel@hotmail.com

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i'm freakinggggggggggggg depressed.







i neeeda stop.





they are not friends.
damn. preetty emo today.
went jass house for a haircut.
met up with the rest.
prawning at bishan.
got bored after an hour.
i got no prawns!):

and so i watched.......
BBQ prawns;
went to play pool;
then came home.


tiredd.
and totally not in the mood.
i wanna sleep.
and i slept this morning with my contacts on.
weeeeeeeeeee.


sigh. its hard to trust people and know what they are thinking.
people are complicated. are they?
i'll prob never be able to play the games; and never win.



yousuck.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
ok.fucking wasted.
puked and puked and puked.
and i'm sorry to the two whom i puked on their shoes.
and chloe, on her bag.
and the rest too, for taking care of me.

night began with chloe at my place.
drank alil.
went down to arena.
met new friends.yay.
i'm just more sociable after i drink ya?

zzzz.
its like the first time im wasted since my 18th bday. and i dunno why.
all i remembered was having few drinks, nope havent got to dancefloor yet.
then went to take the gmax bungee ride with maryann and friends.
and after that. freaking headache.
damn thirsty.
down-ed a jug of vodka lime.
had shot.
had more drinks during 5-10 session.

went in mos at like 3am?
thanks to uncle, got free entries.
danced.
met caron and co.
then somehow.
just puked on dancefloor.
omg.

like whats wrong with me.

5am;shared cab with chloe.
bro came down to fetch me.
i was still sober but i just kept puking my guts out.
i even knew what people were talking when i was busy puking. lol

and i scared my mum coz i went to bed straight after bath, with my towel.




i'm terribly SORRY peopleeeeeeeeeeee):
weeeeeeeeeeeeee.
today was a bad bad day ):
i'll leave the morning aside.

afternoon, supposed to meet sf in orchard. lost my wayy.
then supposed to go isetan. PRIVATE SALES ONLY FOR MEMBERS.
luckily jass got us tix in.
bought eye care(yes need it badly) and all, spent 200+.
im so overrrrrrr credit limittttttt. mum gonna scream i reckon.

and then went to far east.
bad hair day.
wore damn shabbily.
met some people i know. ZZZZZ.

then met wl & friends in hotel81
went off to club. uh yeah. in my SHABBY clothes and slippers?!?!?!
and it was fcuking boring because i cant drink coz i'm driving?
had sips of vodka redbull and ebarcadi.

sigh.
oh and im sorry to RAH. GEE. didnt knew i turned up in the end but then i wasnt enjoying myself either? heh. ok next time i'll go with you!

wheeee. and thanks to wl for lending her cardigan. haha. so i didnt look THAT MUCH of going to the beach. self-deceiving.
at least entry was free too. thanks to her(:

and my hp went flat halfway.
and i was so absorbed in meeting up with people that i forgotten i gotta drive my bro in camp at 10pm. ended up stepdad drove him in. and i felt damn bad lah. and stupid for being absent-minded.

geeee.

ohhh and our little secret SF.
eyecandyy uh HAHAHAHHA.
cut my hazel's hair today.
brought them for a walkkkk.
bathed them.

just finished counting me coins from piggy bankkk! yeah. changed to notes and i feel so much richer! muahahahhaa

mum got me beef kebab for dinner! and cheese potatooooooo. weeeeeeee!
and i have another coconut in the fridge waitinggg lol.
talking about growing fat ):

oh i'm still feeling sleepy whole day despite sleeping til 12 and napping from 5-6+pm
kz is firm that i have a sleeping disorder. shhessh.




anyway got this funny guy was talking to me on msn;

9/24/2008 8:32:28 PM Aaron : i aaron this yr 21 currently studies temasek poly
9/24/2008 8:32:39 PM Aaron : wan to jio u be my gf
9/24/2008 8:32:51 PM `winnie - oftenitsonlyachoice. : ehhh?
9/24/2008 8:33:18 PM Aaron : pls i hav sincerely truly wan to jio u be my gf

LOL, and to end this conversation i said;

9/24/2008 8:36:42 PM `winnie - oftenitsonlyachoice. : uh
9/24/2008 8:36:46 PM `winnie - oftenitsonlyachoice. : can i say no?
9/24/2008 8:47:24 PM `winnie - oftenitsonlyachoice. : hmm
9/24/2008 8:47:55 PM `winnie - oftenitsonlyachoice. : sorry im not into guys?

AND THEN.

9/24/2008 8:48:40 PM Aaron : i love u

finally i blocked him.
-.-


CLASSIC.
ayyy i need help.
new colours for my room.......
hmm

met o at chinesegardens
lol.
we were late lahhh.
cant go touch the oversized hello kitty lanterns. LOL


went to upp east coast for supper. weeee.


and the over-expensive hp bill my mum passed to me. gees. she asked who'd i msged to be, that much. LOL


i keep dropping things recently.
ESP things i SHOULDNT be dropping ugh



and i noe my eyebags are bad!
so i'm being good to stay home and sleep tmr!



I'll be waiting
Wishing, wanting
Yours for the taking.
Just sneak out
And don't tell a soul goodbye.
mon: had mahjong session in chloe's house. wheeee! with wl chloe viv. lost $17 OMG. got tricked by a 'beginner' HAHA.
went for supper at alalmeenn YES again. i miss the soup. and it rained heavilyyyy.


tues: met kz to go shopppppppppp. spent alot and i'm broke ):
wad a bitchy session when i'm darn tired. lol.


i wanna get rid of my eyebags. ughh.
damn hungry!
stjames boilerss was fun.
thanks to kz hm xy sf bf for turning up!
and grace who left before meeting us. hah.
thanks to anas for the free lambo.
wahahahha.
and we kept switching rooms!
dropped my fond AGAIN. on dancefloor. nb zzz.
met yh and sm. coooool (:
uploaded photos in fb.
meetup soon girls(:
thanks for the night and presentsssssss
whee!
i am so fucking dehydrated!

ydae met jass 10pm, got the entry stamp,
went to some shophouse where tien works,
drank champagne, vodka.
met up with the rest.
yay, had fun; except when jass ps-ed me for ahem.
and er, i got a free drink from wl, thanks.
and a free shot by lange i tink, thanks too.

got home say 3?dropped by 7-11 to get a cup of noodles.
called someone. scolded that person. LOL.
i am so wasted.

cant wait for tmr's night at stjames now.
but i'm freaking dehydrated.
i woke up every hour! and i drank coke each time.
and i have two new pimples.
and double eyebags.

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!


deprived of sleep
went to tur's place for mahjong.
went alalmeen for supper.
i'm so tiredd.

and full.



yay i've got the mama mia's cdddddddddddd. lol. thanks chloe (:


did i mention i've a swollen left eye today!
fcuk.
i don't look good on my bday.
that is saddd.
Where are those happy days?
They seem so hard to find
I try to reach for you
But you have closed your mind
Whatever happened to our love?
I wish I understood
It used to be so nice
It used to be so good

So when you're near me
Darling can't you hear me?
S.O.S
The love you gave me
Nothing else can save me
S.O.S
When you're gone
How can I even try to go on?
When you're gone
Though I try, how can I carry on?

You seem so far away
Though you are standing near
You made me feel alive
But something died I fear
I really tried to make it out
I wish I understood
What happened to our love
It used to be so good


another nice song from mama mia (:
i realised the songs from the show are GOOD.
went to bedok. eastcoast park. bedok reservoir.

yay. got candles lit up to countdown for me bday and i made a new friend (:

but someone did something to my car and i'm not supposed to say here!

oh well.

haha.

thanks everyone for wishing me(:


lovess.
met tush and dennish.
longgg walk from westcoastpark.



the winner takes it all by abba.
great song!heard it from mamamia.





you're being so uncool, period.
slept for 6hours only.
kept waking up coz i was damn thirsty. lol.
went to PS at 3pm, met up jass and her sis.
walked, ate, watched mama mia.
drove to maxell. met up with chloe and vivien.
went to dempsey road for dinner drink chill.

(:

nice day but i was damn tired and my eyebags were. urgh.
and i went up the wrong highway on my way home. that's how tired i am.

i will sleep until 3pm tml.
WEEEEEEEEEE! just got home.

thanks to zy pei zhihua caron weiling huiyu for turning up.
thanks to qiaojuan and co for dropping by.
thanks to maryann for coming over to mos.
thanks to boonhan and derrick (spelling?) for being such bitches =)
(oh and for the cigarettes)
thanks to cynthia for dropping by and joining us.
sorry to huiyu for leaving alone.
sorry to weiling for leaving alone and forcing you to join us!
sorry to zy who left halfway because of a headache.

hope everyone enjoyed.
thanks to all for making my day a good one.

i dropped my hp 3times today, one on dance floor, one in toilet and one when i got down from cab at my house's carpark.

AND STOP MAKING FUN OF THAT GUY DANCING WITH ME
LOL. zzz.
some middle east guy talked to me as well. and some ABC? zzzzzz.

arena free flow was like, sucky. had 8 cups of bourbon/vodka/whiskey.
mos rnb room was squeezy, had some vodka drinks; compliments from zhihua.

uploading pictures soon in facebook!
i need a sleep.
oh and supper was good
(:
dehydrated.
like really. zzz.
feels like constipated too. LOL.

anyway yesterday at zouk was fun (:
met lotsa new friends, met up with old friends.
drank, yelled, sang, fagged, danced

pictures to be uploaded in facebook!
thanks to those who turned up for me birthday.
esp those who has work/school the next day
and the one who has exam at 830am the next day!

(:

cant wait for next mthhhhh.
HOME!

hmm lets update. mon first. went town with kangzhu. walked for like 8hours? bought jeans,shirt,tshirt,berms.

tues; met soofeng, went queensway; ikea(for meatballs!);vivocity(ya the puma shop *winks); mahjong with keith soofeng kelvin at my house!
i was winning until we changed to play texas poker.
lostttttttttttttttt.

went WCP for breakfast.
pumped petrol,sent kel home. home. bathed.
23hours without sleep!

tired. got lotsa things to plannnnn.
just homeeeed.

sent bro in camp last night.

met up with keith and kelvin for mahjong at my house. 3ppl yeah.
haha.

went for supper with kelvin coz keith needa go back camp tml morning.

went for walk in wcp, chatted, fagged.

it started pouring when we were on the way back to the car!

haha. anyway. i just popped my medicine! yeah. its strong, got me sleeping for 5hours and i feel damn awake.

and so, i'm going to bed. tml's a long day.

bad habit from china.
gees.
gotta stop.

sometimes i just wanna kill my maid
frigging banging the mahjong table like it will kill her to keep it.
and she squeeze all the tiles in the box? like where's her brain?

fuck.
i'm boredd.

HUIWEN pangseh-ed me today! YES YOU! HAHAHAH

just had dinner and medicine.

i'm wondering when will the swell on my face go off!



URGH.
just home.
just had medicine.

met sf at clementi 645pm, cabbed down to clarke quay mall.
met up with the rest of the peeps.
it was like 7people only, then kept having people joining in at the last minute.
so total cohort was 14peeps! meeting after 3years.
HAHA.

went to pub at circular road to celebrate kelvin's birthday.
i must say alot of them have changed O.o
and my face is still freaking swollen lah! fuck.
oh and i broke it. i drank. zzz.

they 3 of them came my hse for mahjong.
until now, breakfast @ niqqi's
sent them home.
came home, popped medicine, now waiting for medicine to knock me out. LOL.
hmm. dunwanna sleep til too late and waste the day man.
shall see.


touchy.
early in the morning, i went to the doctor's *sings.
urgh, hives got worsen, sleep was interrupt every hour last night!
face, eyes and fingers and toes were swollen, damn i looked like a pig. zzz.
got a jab from the doctor, medications, and calamine lotion (thank God!)

doc gave me this medicine to be taken only in the night, because it will knock me straight out!
HAHA cool. i guess i need this kinda medication?

tonight there's class outing.
which i'll prob go.
but maybe not to celebrate kelvin's birthday.

i'll be fine in a while.
fuck.fuck.fuck.
fuck those rashes. no. hives.
either i'm allergic to vodka, tequila, cranberry, lemon or nicotine.
i am freaking tired.
and i just puked(taxi uncle was reckless!)
just home, from play
1st time there. lol.
i'm just gonna black out NOW.
met meiyi (pri sch fren) at 2+pm?
went down to queensway.
ate. walked.
drove down to citilink.
then walked to suntec.
marina square. saw my biological dad there.
then raffles shopping centre.
then drove to jurong.
ate.
sent her home.
came home.

7hours. and the rain was pouring like nobody's business.
fun meeting up with friends after like, more than 5,6years?
HAHA.
but i was so paiseh abt the fact that we walked around, in search for my new pair of shoes, but ended up getting nothing!

heh.


shoes.shoes.shoes.where are you...
just came home from pool.
somehow it sucks, i play like a 13year old,
in short. i suck.

i'm hungry and bored.
more night owl friends prease.







woman's naive = unmatched.
woman's gentle = natural gift.
i just packed my cupboard
and my table
and threw away like a stack of clothes.

thinking of what colour to change my room to.

why must my table and wardrobe be built-in?

too much time on my hands.

gees, gotta leave for airport soon, to pick my bro. wish i were going on a holiday.
just back from the doc's.
diarrhea.
nausea.
stomach cramps and aches.

that woke me up in the morning. wth.

not enough sleep now = TOUCHY zzz.

my lips are damn pale, anyone wants to help revive them? LOL

i'm boredddd.

what a day.