Sunday, August 31, 2008
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woke up at 2pm.
left for airport at 2.30pm.
bought delifrance for my breakfast cum lunch there.
picked relatives.
came home.
weird time to sleep.
slackeddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd.
was very touchy (HAHA)
so dont thread on my toes when i dont have enough sleep.
back's allergy to the stupid 'koyok' plaster i pasted for my back aches. idiot.
leg's dead skin's starting to fall off, leaving black marks behind. damn.
i wanna learn bike soon lah.
i'm bored.
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jus home.
jus bandaged my knee(yeah,fucking pain).
went out at 12+am just now?
last min mahjong session with clarine,cynthia,zy.
picked zy at tamp, went to compassvale.
mahjong, 1 round. lost ):
went for prata at jalan kayu. freaking exp.
tired.
can sleep like nobody's business. or maybe not, gotta go airport like 3pm?
wth.
more mahjong sessions prease.
Thursday, August 28, 2008
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i realised i get really touchy when i dun have enough sleep.
lol. bad tempered,i must say.
another day gone.
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
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ydae was a loong day.
had a haircut.
went for steamboat in geylang (that made my voice hoarse today)
went for durians.
i am so getting fat.
slept at 1+, had funny dreams like; i was enjoying the black coffee that tasted so sweet (either the durians were too sweet or i'm craving for something sweet LOL!)
woke up at 10am.
sent bro to airport. had breakfast.
left for polyclinic. took xray.
went to clinic. consultation for xray. leg's fine but he gave me painkillers.
went to lot1 to look for janice. no specs nice for me :(
went clementi
came home.
no dinner today. WTH!
ARGH.
and i'm sooooooooo tired.
just finished the daily routine of bandaging the leg.
and it hurts like mad.
damnit.
Monday, August 25, 2008
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somehow i felt down.
disappointed.
but i don't know why...
because i shouldn't be.
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met adel for supper in bedok. ages since i've been there sigh.
anyway it was a short meet up. then i came home.
BATHE.
excruciating pain.
then i applied antiseptic cream on the flesh. and i was cursing all the time. sigh.
and for those who wants a follow up? it feels like something is eating my flesh, inside out. stupid painkiller has no effects.
fuckthepain.
pain is pleasure.
Sunday, August 24, 2008
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i hate people who thinks too highly of themselves!! *points*
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just bathed.
seriously was dreading the moment.
my legs fucking hurt.
and then i had to remove the doc's bandage ydae, and apply med on the flesh. FUCKING PAIN and i popped some painkillers the doc gave me.
mahjong from 8pm to 4am?
only won like 1buck? LOL WTF. seriously i was on the bad patch the whole night ):
went for supper at prata's before sending the gals home.
more mahjong session yeah..haha..
sry maryse cant go church with u tml! leg's a big problem.. ):
hope there wldnt be much scars after they heal..
whole body aching man.
FUCK.
Friday, August 22, 2008
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my left eyelid twitched today, while i was driving.
gotta hint that something will go wrong but my day was going fine. until then;
time 6pm, in aunt's condo gym, threadmill. stupid accident.
advantage: dont have to go tmr
disadvantages: abrasions at knees, elbow, hip; tetanus shot at doc's; damages $66.25.
so much for trying to lose weight.
pictures below; warning: viewer's discretion.
Thursday, August 21, 2008
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met my sec sch teacher today,
funny. lol. it was weird o.o
anyway, i dun want to eat supper for the next 2months. gotta lose fats and weights.
stop me people. PLS ):
fat. fat. fat. fat. fat. FAT!
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
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damn funny.
i woke up at 4am last night.
went to switch on my laptop and table light.
then i went back to sleep, and before i doze off, i know i on the laptop but just didnt had the strength to go off it.
was awaken by mum at 7am.
haha. to find out my laptop was on, felt like i was sleepwalking last night man.
anyway, went back to sleep until 11+.
met someone at dover at 1215pm, sold my floorball stick ):
just not playing anymore. sold it at $50, got it for $160++ that time.
drove down to chinatown to exchange stuff.
came home, ate, napped, woke at 5pm.
was supposed to go down to the gym but i was lazy.
until i saw how fat i was in the mirror. LOL.
forced myself to go for a run, clementi stadium, 4rounds and 100m sprint.
my stamina's dying on me. and the only thing that got me running was the rnb songs from my ipod. lol! met jennifer there. uh, nxt tues meet up with sec sch peeps ;) so long...
just bathed, tired but thats good, so that i will sleep early tonight and have strength for tmr.
uh, tv show time from 7pm to 10pm.
bliss.
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ric picked me up, for supper. went to east coast park -.-
dun ask me why. managed to get in before the shop closes.
had gelare; waffle with ice cream,
a drink, and a walk by the beach.
so long since i've catch up with him.
nice chat. its always nice to meet up old friends after a long time.
but his driving reminds me of my reckless times,
which almost resulted in many accidents.
now i understand the feelings of my passenger beside me.
lol. safer driver, i shall be.
came home, brought my furkids for a walk!
bathed them after that, blowdry, clean ears.
at least the day is not wasted =)
oh and mocha's sterilisation surgery's cancelled tmr, becoz my mum was afraid that she will die. oh well.
my old injury at the left knee cap is making my knee cap damn heavy, i reckon i'll get rheumatism in future.
LOL.
oh, and i've got a couple of errands to run tmr. bored.
Monday, August 18, 2008
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picked john up from opp prata outside his nus hostel.
drove to klassic for pool.
4hours of pool.
1st 2hours was shit. stroke.stance.eye coordination. suck to the max.
then slowly picked up...hahah man i love fanciful shots...
wonder when ill have the time to play again.
anyway ive been trying to change the stupid blogskin. which to no avail.
and i gave up 2 blogskins which i love. WTH.
i'm such a dumbie in html stuffs, and i need help! maryse??or anyone?? :(
my mum was giving me stress.
and i was stressed out.
cried.
oh well.
what's life.
i'm still finding out.
isn't it hard to find someone who understands you,
to listen,
to talk to?
chill.
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woke up at 1230pm to find that my books have arrived!~~
woohooo like finally after 1 whole month of waiting!!
$200 worth of books from US;
time to increase my knowledge HAHA. (if i have the time and patience to read, that is :s)
nice weather today, thinking of bringing my furkids to west coast park.its been like 1 week since i brought them out for a long nice walk...hazel's still hanging on to her stagnant weight; mocha's going under the knife this wednesday and i should prolly bring her to enjoy before she cant walk?
hmmmmmmmmm.
then again, i feel like going down to my aunt's place to swim. and get a good tan.
or get down to the pool hall and shoot some balls, play some money.
because i just dont want to stay home,
and i'm dreading tmr to come. .....must enjoy the last 12 hours man.
anyways....
had a hard time sleeping lastnight/thismorning.
had some bad dreams.
had some thinkings.
some reflections.
maybe its just........
let me find something worth living for.
Sunday, August 17, 2008
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new day. better day.
it rained.
i made a kingschow bled ydae. was damn shocked about the rate of bleeding.
scary and now i have a phobia..he had his revenge for about 5 scars on me while trying
to hump on me. ZZZZZ. turned off.
get low.
somehow, it hurts.
Friday, August 15, 2008
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sometimes i just can't find the right words to say, the right way to show.
sometimes i just don't trust everyone, yet i need someone to be here.
sometimes i just withdraw and be cool, because i know i wouldn't matter.
sometimes i just run away from problems, and find ways to shirk responsibilities for what i cared.
sometimes i think it's better off if i were dead, so i could put that stubborn pride of mine down.
at times i would really want to show you, but the words came out differently.
at times i just want to find some topics; an excuse for me to talk to you.
at times i would forgo my sleep, to wait and wait for you.
at times i know I'd rather let things be this way, because there is no way for me to match you.
at times i would stare at your pages, and i'll wonder how, wonder why.
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stjames w Chloe
miss the drinking sessions in china. CHEAP BOOZE!!!
shots~~~~~~~~club in beijing
clubbing in shanghai.
hmmmm... ... ...no, we're not interested in each other.
Monday, August 11, 2008
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i need DISTRACTIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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AH got this from sharon's blog.
fucking true. sry but yeah. FUCKING TRUE.
Winnie is moderately outgoing. Her emotions are stirred by sympathy and heart rendering stories. In fact, she can be kind, friendly, affectionate and considerate of others. She has the ability to put herself into the other person's shoes.
Winnie will be somewhat moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes she will be happy, the next day she might be sad. She has the unique ability to get along equally well with what psychology calls introverts and extroverts. This is because she is in between. Psychology calls Winnie an ambivert. She understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, she will not tolerate anyone that is too "far out." She doesn't sway too far one way or the other.
When convincing her to buy a product or an idea, a heart rendering story could mean a great deal to her. She puts herself in the same situation as the person in the story, yet she will not buy anything that seems overly impractical or illogical. Winnie is an expressive person. She outwardly shows her emotions. She may even show traces of tears when hearing a sad story.
Winnie is a "middle-of-the-roader," politically as well as logically. She weighs both sides of an issue, sits on the fence, and then will decide when she finally has to. She basically doesn't relate to any far out ideas and usually won't go to the extreme on any issue.
People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Winnie doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.
Winnie will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity. Winnie believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride.
Winnie will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!
Winnie has an over-awareness of self. She often feels self-conscious. She fears ridicule, therefore she is careful not to place herself in a position to receive any ridicule. She wonders what people will think if she acts in a certain manner. When encountering a new group of people, Winnie may stay on the sidelines until she has the people categorized, or she may behave in a "positive attention getting" manner to assure people think good thoughts about her from the start.
In the sales profession, this self-consciousness is called "call reluctance". They take the word "no" as a personal criticism. Therefore, there is an internal struggle when performing this type of work. Although this person may be a great salesperson, she still feels insecurity. She will perform better if someone else is with her because the fear of ridicule from her peers is far greater than the fear of ridicule from her clients. Many times this type of person becomes a sales trainer, because when she is training, she doesn't have to put herself in a position of being told "no" as often as the salesmen do.
In reference to Winnie's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Winnie slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project.
She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Winnie can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.
Winnie is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Winnie basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.
Winnie is selective when picking friends. She does not trust everyone. She has a select group of people that are truly close to her, usually two or three. She is careful when choosing her inner circle of friends.
Winnie has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. She lets new people into her circle of friends. She uses her imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.
For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Winnie has no white space or margins on a typical sheet of paper. Winnie fills up every last inch on the top, right, left, and bottom. Hmmm. If this is true, then Winnie has a very aggressive personality toward others and quite frankly lacks a bit of respect for the space and property of other people. I would be surprised if Winnie just comes into someone's home and helps herself to a drink in the refrigerator. This can be both an obnoxious personality trait and it can be assertive and effective in getting what you want. There isn't much fear of getting in trouble here, Winnie finds plenty of reasons to break the rules and get in trouble. (Okay, perhaps when she was younger, not anymore?) Basically, people with no margins are a handful.
Saturday, August 9, 2008
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情场失意,赌场得意...
spilled the beans to my long time frens. ah. tdy slept at 7am. woke up coz wholte body itchy after that! got 'ma zhen' isit. some big rashes all over that itches, hurts, and burns! gees. jus woke up at 4+...most of them gone. haha. but i had one good dream...hahahahahahaha.secret =s.
说爱我好不好
就当作是乞讨
哪怕说出口只需要一秒
你都不要
我的痛像把刀
血在流看得到
如果连自尊都已经不再需要
这个世界什么爱你买不到
天真全都可以倒掉
海誓山盟变成一种玩笑
Monday, August 4, 2008
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You said goodbye I fell apart I fell from all we had To I never knew I needed you so bad
You need to let things go I know, you told me so I've been through hell To break the spell
Why did I ever let you slip away Can't stand another day without you Without the feeling I once knew
I cry silently I cry inside of me I cry hopelessly Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again
I cry Cause you're not here with me I cry Cause I'm lonely as can be I cry hopelessly Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again
If you could see me now You would know just how How hard I try Not to wonder why
I wish I could believe in something new Oh please somebody tell me it's not true (oh girl) I'll never be over you
Why did I ever let you slip away Can't stand another day without you Without the feeling I once knew
I cry silently I cry inside of me I cry hopelessly Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again I cry Cause you're not here with me I cry Cause I'm lonely as can be I cry hopelessly Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again
If I could have you back tomorrow If I could lose the pain and sorrow I would do just anything To make you see You still love me
I cry silently I cry inside of me I cry hopelessly Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again I cry Cause you're not here with me I cry Cause I'm lonely as can be I cry hopelessly Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again
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