Monday, October 15, 2007
wanted to blog something kinda...sad..but then again due to some reasons, i decided not to..hmm..ok..im bored..back from shanghai and suzhou...it was hectic. tired. yet another time to enjoy. and bond with people. and maybe that will take my mind outta thinking. haha.
on the bus back to hostel ydae. was feeling damn emo. why? cos i realised the night scenery back with houses by the road sides...gave me a deja vu feeling from my australia trip...i dont know whats wrong thats getting me down..haha..then again, maybe i wasnt used to it......peoples' characters, and the rushing feeling to get things done...and everything..i dont know. was full of mixed feelings. and i nearly teared on the bus. dang. goodness dinner was good. and was busy settling down in hostel after that. and fell asleep within 15mins on bed. good sleep.
and today, the world continues.
so, what can i say?
Friday, October 12, 2007
its blogging time again. class was okok today. stomach not feeling well. dont know why. and totally didnt had the mood for anything today.
and now, this time, i'm kinda lost. haha.
tml going to shanghai and i dont know what to pack. what to bring.
so many homework and i dont know how to start.
shall retreat to my songs for consolation. LOL.
whydopeoplealwaysnotlookatthemselvesfirst?ormaybestrivetobebetter?.todayisanotherboringday.
Thursday, October 11, 2007
thoughts for the day:desperatelyneedspoolbuddies.ijustdontbelonghere.
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
Today (Wed)
...class was boring today. wrote alot though.
after school went for dinner..
then pool with jx...
1 and half hour prolly? $29, i paid $24. coz i forced her to play pool with me. LOL.
i hate the cues there, and the people smoking -.-
back in hostel at 10pm, nth much to do
tired,
wanna sleep.
Yesterday, again.
Ok I guess all my entries are typed in the night first. Haha.
Figured that I can’t blog early. Hmm. I’m bored.
Today’s class was …I don’t know, I got lost for the last 1 hour history lecture.
Mind kept drifting elsewhere. Shucks.
Today’s weather was ok, there was sun but there was still cold wind.
After class, went out, ate hong kong’s dessert there, had fries as well, as one fried sotong, too.
Then went for pool. Am glad I could play with contact lens. Haha. But the same problem still bothers me, darn the standing position, always had problem in Singapore already. Played with some china guy who jio-ed me. Er weird thou…came back.
1hour left to use internet.
Bored.
Classes never stops.
I’m tired, can’t study,
I just need some songs.
Looking through my past photos…
sec sch…
poly’s floorball moments…
etc…
wondering what are they doing now…
time flies isn’t it? Numbing myself again.
Monday, October 8, 2007
I blogged this in the night again.
Internet was down
Blackout 3 times.
I was watching The Simpsons movie.
Stupid, but that helped passing the time during the blackout.
I need Singapore.
damn.
Monday,today... cant slp last night. kept waking up at intervals and i had two nightmares.
cant rem the 1st one.
but the 2nd one was vivid. had the same dream in sg before. and it bothered me the whole day.
and then i went to friendster today, and saw my horoscope for the day.
Your dreams are sending interesting messages, but they might be tough to decipher.
In Detail
Your dreams are giving you interesting messages -- of course, they are nearly impossible to decipher. Spend some time today thinking about the images that keep reappearing and what they may represent in your life. There is a strong need for you to tidy up your emotional house and toss out things that are keeping you from having a great day. It could be as simple as letting go of past mistakes, or as difficult as letting go of a current relationship that just isn't working.wth?haha. i dontknow what to decipher from it, scary nightmare.
i just woke up, had one hour nap after dinner.
today was cold, very.
strong wind and all.
could feel the chill in my bones.
and my computer has some virus which antivirus cant detect.
fucking mad.
coz i went to install idunnowhat application
FUCK.
this is me without enough sleep.
haha.edgy.
ok.
homework?
more surfing i'll choose.
ciaoz.
Sunday, October 7, 2007
i blogged this last night.
If you prayed for courage, would God give you courage or will He give you a chance to be courageous?
Nice statement. Love it.
Watched Evan Almighty last night. Funny and meaningful show…very, I guess…
maybe I should start and think…for all that I prayed and all that have happened to me…
then again it suddenly dawned to me that, should we pray? For all the tribulations…that would make us stronger? What if we couldn’t take it through the journey…
night times are always time for songs…it’s the only time that is quiet,peaceful…and I mean surroundings plus mentally…and I sacrifice my sleep for songs…haha…aka time for me to get a little emo and sad…but I’m just glad that I have my favourite songs from class 95 to accompany me…
just finished the 100 love songs of the history,
downloading 400 contemporary classic hits,
iwantmorebuttheconnection’stooslow.
Anyonewitholdies,classics,instrumental,pop,please?
doesn’t songs just bring back memories?
Of a certain person or place?
Or a certain thing that you did?
Or the places and feelings that you once had?Or maybe something…déjà vu?
And I’m so used to blasting the songs in my plugged earphones that my roomies say I’m in my own world.
PS:I WANNA GO HOOTERS IN HANGZHOU AND PRIMA TASTE THAT SERVES LAKSA! ANYONE????
Sunday,today..went to kfc for lunch at about 2+? vacummed the floor before that. and went to auchan bought stuff. got drenched on the way back. now my head hurts, badly. sch's starting tml. and im sick of it. time's passing fuckingly wols. argh.
Saturday, October 6, 2007
sad. corrinne may's songs makes me sad. haha. actually time passes rather fast here,yet wols -.-again, nothing compares to singapore uh. i just downloaded this fav song of mine which i like to hear when im driving. i miss driving. haha. luckily i've english songs to accompany me here. and people to talk to. i even have new nicknames -.- ahneh & ahbee. wth?
andiLOVE michaelbuble'sHOME song.sadthou.
Another summer day
Is come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm
Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know
And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that
Another aerorplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home
Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home
And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
But this was not your dream
But you always believe in me
Another winter day has come
And gone away
And even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home
And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
Oh, let go home
Oh, I miss you, you know
Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home
its damn slow to put pics here la. zzz. only MANAGED to put this...zzz....
its to show you all the bad condition of the damn hospital. ya. this is the hospital that i went to for my food poisioning. damn sad ey the condition, the bed and pillow was yellowish.i even threw away my socks when i got back. lol.
hmm. the 1 week holiday was FAST. kinda fun though, for the drinking sessions we had, with almost everyone going crazy and yelling. geez. too used to sleeping at 3 4am already. gonna tune back before sch starts. and was getting muscle aches from the exercise session we had. too long without exercise and my knee's getting to hurt from old injury. zzz.
hate the connection here. so slow to download something even 13mb!. zzz.
oh. and someone wants me to post about her. lol. ok la. rm215 de. the one who got wasted and puked during our drinking night. HAHA.
yday went for pool! happy. at least found someplace that was equal to kpool in singapore -.- haha sounds sad ay. but at least a decent place. wore specs to play ydae, totally cant make it. and im losing the visualising line! damn. needa practise more..if there's time and people to go that is...
i'm so sick of the wai-mai food here. always order something 5bucks. lol. and even the street food sounds boring to me now. 1month here, 4more to go.
