Wednesday, September 26, 2007
Sometimes its just good to be enlighten, by yourself. I realize. Haha.
Well, a funny incident happened to me, that made me having problems with sleeping at night, and distracting me from classes…that suddenly some things happen just to let me understand that, things aren’t that complicated…things happen sometimes without your will. And that you finally get it when you realize, that if you feel the same way as the others, then you will be affected.
Hmm. Sound sleep tonight I shall look forward to.
Another thing now, to be a little on the sad note, haha.
I think prolly me being here, yeah, here on my seat, is a grave mistake. Lol. And it all started 3years back, maybe 4. could’ve strived harder on doing maths, then maybe I won’t be in this course, and maybe I won’t be here, being so damn unlucky.
Not to mention the first incident on the plane here when I puked. Maybe it was just anxiety. Then I just got food poisoning last weekend. When I went to this hospital (which I feel damn traumatized), got drip (which was damn pain for the SALT water). And today, splendid, I’m the only one in my hostel room that can’t use the internet. And then I get negative all over again……
Since I’ve no internet, I can type longer here…lest I feel the pain when I see others using webcam to talk…
Classes here were damn hard for me initially, was damn depressed coz I didn’t really understood what the teacher was teaching, and guess I was giving myself too much pressure…
Philosophy – class’ fun but I’m more of a down-to-earth person? So the abstract things im having problems…
History- this teacher talks damn funny with his accent which I cant catch up at times, and if I ever day dream in his class, I will be damn lost…
Literature – this subject I guess is the most stressful one, kinda interesting but then have to memorize so many things for exams. Argh.
Reading and Writing – this, haha, I just hope I can pass. My chi vocab is bludyyyy limited…ZZZZZzzzz.
News writing- this is another stressful class, writing cant make it already still need me to write for newspaper style. Haha. And his class is always about presenting, standing at the platform with the mic, that is. Oh, his eyebrow is unique, like Nike’s tick. LOL.
Modern China – boring and yet sometimes interesting class. Happy coz this is the only subject without exams. Hmm teacher is kind and I like the way she talks. Haha.
6 subjects, yup, and about 119 days to go?
Fast, it will be.
Tonight, the moon is round, its mid-autumn festival.
Tonight I can have a nice sleep. =)
