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should i be happy? i played well, and yet i dunno when God will turn around and give me a push down again. i hate the cycle. its frustrating.

dunno why but time at work passed damn fast today.

i wanna eat my dinner. i'm starving.
i came home, crying. and i don't know why. all i want is this misery to end. i'm feeling fucked up, really.
its monday again. monday blues? i wore blue. haha. had a nightmare, i killed ppl. omg. haha. but i woke up in fear. sheesh. nightmaresssss.

went to work as usual. funny incident happened. i was in the toilet and someone managed to open despite i locked the latch there. so i sat there n went "hoi", after freezing for 2sec, she went out lol. then she apologised.damn. so paiseh. i hope it doesnt circulate in the office. anyway. today bad day? not really, just some stomachache which i don't know why, glad it stopped after lunch.

lunch i went to lavender. some idiot forgot to bring keys. lol. ate then went back work. ran an errand to get some special paper for printing at bugis there. b4 that i helped this guy who dropped his stuffs of the trolley at the traffic light and it was drizzling lightly. ah, feels good to help people, doesnt it? :)

no luck at the website today. practically no dates at all. i just finished my report. and npmail's down. idiot idiot idiot.

i shall sleep early today. and hope for a sweet dream this time.


be positive and things' ll turn out well.
it's a quiet day. sleep was awaken by the inside of me screaming. watched live pool on TV. went to west coast rc for pool. been ages. everyone's like wow-ing. and aunties kept making fun of me with having bf thats y havent been there. -.- wth. anyway i had my fav titantic bread there. haha.

came home at about 7? been doing nth. haha. its 1. fcuk. time passes so fast. watched tv. used comp. went to uncle's hse upstairs to cut cake; grandma's bday. cheesecake.

i'm bored. have to do attachment's report. i dunno what to write. i'm tired. bro will b gg to NS in june, gotta take off to send him off. time passes fast, emphasizing on that, i dun wanna go china. argh.

clubbing next week? gotta confirm w maryse and find more ppl. i'm bored.


sometimes i wonder if the world needs me anot.







oh and i failed my driving. lol.
say gd luck to me. thank you. haha.

took half day tdy. cough worsen. flu, too. had to breathe thru mouth. CPR anyone? lol. had late dinner at abt 10pm?

anyway did anyone catch the movie Turista? M18. freaking scary. the images still recur in my mind. geez.

andiknowicanstopitalready.
the harder you fall, the stronger you climb. lets hope this sentence's right. lets hope i can do it.

got mc on friday. was unwell coz i was drenched in the rain on thurs. literally wet. went for pool and they all laughed at me.

went for a haircut + dye. $256.40. realised i could get a good cue after two haircuts. wth.

went for driving lesson today. mount the kerb. damn. stress for the test. argh. no more time for practise. ah,ihatework.

sorethroat+dunnoyi'mweakallover.

this sucks.
happy bdae jemin. lol. 45mins late. but ya.

so angry today. went back tp to work. jus to knoe that im transferred to another agency. do i look like a maid? lol. anw it was a bad fucking day for me. pardon for the language but i wonder where did the nuts went to (analogy) ...jus in case...LOL...sigh. i hope days'll be better. help me God.

i'm so sick. so mad. so helpless. so irritated. and i cant play pool just now. as in i suck. totally. the comp's draw's out. omg. i tink i shld die.
i do. have to drag myself outta bed's the worst thing. haha. anyway. today time passed pretty fast at work. maybe its becoz i was using my brain most of the time? lol. anyway tml i'll be going back tanjong pagar. so yeah. wish me luck.

weekend's a breeze. sat n sun had pool. ydae had supper. and i'm getting fatter.
i just realised it's fucking hard trying to please everyone, despite a warning before. they should just fuck off. i don't know why i fucking care. it's tiring.
hmm. ydae was ok. had lunch w qj. then went to library for the afternoon. research. calligraphy books are so thick. wth. took so many that got one girl laughed at me. lol.

anyway. went to pool at 8+pm? yup. then left at about 12+am...

today went for driving at 9am. then came on. on aircon and slept from 1 til 6. lol. shiok. then rushed out for dinner. at outram there. had steamboat. so full. bt i had coconut. my fav. =) haha.

then we went to mt faber. walk walk. i like the binoculars. but then had to pay $1 in order to see. -.- idiot.

then we went to rochester park. had dessert. some chocolate lava with vanilla ice-cream. b4 that had onion rings and cheese nachos. yum yum. had some hoegarden. it was good.

then got a slick of cake for my granddad, his bday. so yeah.

just got home. i'm bludy full.



it's freaking irritating. or whatsover la.
haha. today went work. amazing thing. boss told me to sweep floor. lol. terrace house's big. nvm. i'm training for china. so my roommates can rest assure. lol.

got bites on 9 of my toes. fucking itchy. use the scissors til it bleed. still very itchy. wtf.
i tink bedbug bites. bt i cant find any. wth? and bedbugs thrive in both clean or dirty environment. irritating.
tired tired tired! phew! i hate mondays. haha. bt well today was kinda smooth besides my lunch. nth much today. yup yup. bought tiramisu. yay! :P
ah damn. weekends practically FLY by...=( i hate working. haha. yet if i console myself that time passes fast and it'll soon be weekend again. isnt it the same as drawing near to the day i'll be leaving for china? i hate this. argh.

anyway. was very very very very very tired so didnt blog. thurs went pool after work. so happy to can finally play pool. bt then i was like too tired. uh, didn't play well. went for supper then got home at 2+am?

the next day was even tiring. bt then still went for pool after work. haha. cant possibly go home straight after work. its friday!. got a new report to do for work. damn. means more research. it makes me tired in front of the laptop.

sat's the best. i slept til 3pm...haha...i'll be looking forward to sat every week now. went out about 4+...got my new shoes at 149...onisuka tiger. haha. colour a bit weird for me at first...bt they convinced me. maybe i shouldnt be so "safe" all the time. be bold. sheesh.

today cant wake up late. only had 5hours of sleep?. went for driving. was so scared at first. so unfamiliar. coz i havent been driving for 1week+. went into circuit. overall was ok bt i made a few mistakes. gotta take notice. It's April! April Fool Day. lol. i jus realised this. anyway this month. gotta have pool competition which i joined after much deliberation. and also my driving test. sheesh. stress.

i just ate lunch. gotta nap. weekends are good. =)